There's not a lot to report tonight, but things are improving. Her White Blood Count (WBC) went from .5 to 1.1. The higher WBC will mean that the mouth sores soon will evaporate quickly. They've started to heal, and the doctors expect them to improve rapidly.
Tammy is still feeling kind of puny, as she's still feeling the other effects of the chemo, such as nausea. When that flares up, she needs medicines that cause drowsiness.
So as we prepare for a potentially big weekend, we ask that you continue to pray. I think Tammy was a little discouraged today, because she really thought she'd feel a lot better by now. As I was getting ready to leave the hospital, she said, "I'm not sure I can do everything I need to to go home on Monday." I told her that would be okay. She shouldn't go home until she's ready, whenever that is.
Thursday, May 31, 2012
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Perfect Rx
Proverbs 4:8
"Cherish her, and she will exalt you; embrace her, and she will honor you."
The "she" in this passage is referring to wisdom, as Solomon encourages us to seek wisdom at any cost. But, hey, the verse works.
This morning Tammy got the perfect prescription for what ails her. For the first time since just after Christmas when David Lee left to go back to Poland, Tammy got a hug from him. She wasn't feeling particularly good this morning, but this definitely picked her up.
I know her eyes are closed. It's not a mistake in timing. I didn't catch her while she was blinking. Tammy believes the best way to soak up every ounce of hug is with her eyes closed. You can see the joy in her face to have him home.
I have a theory: fathers have sons and little girls; mothers have daughters and little boys. It doesn't matter how old they are. I love David dearly, but he's "my son," where Julie is "Daddy's little girl." It's a different relationship. The same is true with Tammy. She and Julie are very close, but David is her "little boy." (It doesn't have the same positive ring to it, but, trust me, it's true.)
So while she was battling some queasiness this morning, this embrace was the perfect remedy.
Our nurse, Lindsey, asked the doctor to wait to visit Tammy until David and I got there, and I'm glad she did. He was very upbeat today, and it did David and me a lot of good to hear it. Her counts are starting to rise, and he was very confident that the improvement will become more rapid. (However, he was a little disappointed to find out that now David Lee will get the credit.) We're still hopeful that things will continue to improve and she will be able to come home soon.
"Cherish her, and she will exalt you; embrace her, and she will honor you."
The "she" in this passage is referring to wisdom, as Solomon encourages us to seek wisdom at any cost. But, hey, the verse works.
I know her eyes are closed. It's not a mistake in timing. I didn't catch her while she was blinking. Tammy believes the best way to soak up every ounce of hug is with her eyes closed. You can see the joy in her face to have him home.
I have a theory: fathers have sons and little girls; mothers have daughters and little boys. It doesn't matter how old they are. I love David dearly, but he's "my son," where Julie is "Daddy's little girl." It's a different relationship. The same is true with Tammy. She and Julie are very close, but David is her "little boy." (It doesn't have the same positive ring to it, but, trust me, it's true.)
So while she was battling some queasiness this morning, this embrace was the perfect remedy.
Our nurse, Lindsey, asked the doctor to wait to visit Tammy until David and I got there, and I'm glad she did. He was very upbeat today, and it did David and me a lot of good to hear it. Her counts are starting to rise, and he was very confident that the improvement will become more rapid. (However, he was a little disappointed to find out that now David Lee will get the credit.) We're still hopeful that things will continue to improve and she will be able to come home soon.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Improvement
Proverbs 15:17
"Better a small serving of vegetables with love than a fattened calf with hatred."
We certainly have felt the love, and this proverb is true. Even in the midst of difficulty, with the love and support of our family and friends, this journey is a blessing to us.
I have a good update on Tammy. It's slow and incremental, but there's improvement to report. This morning she told the doctor that she's not in a lot of pain. She still has some discomfort, as you would expect with lots of mucus in her throat. But they were able to cut her steady drip of pain medicine in half, and she hasn't complained about any pain.
This morning, the doctor told us he expects to see some marked improvement as early as tomorrow, and by Friday, she should "feel like a new woman." He was very impressed with how well she's done, and he told her he believes her shirt when it says she fights like a girl. It was a different doctor here today than it was over the weekend (there are four who work together), and we joked with this one that if she did feel a lot better by Friday he could claim the credit in their weekly staff meeting. Not that they're competitive or anything.
Another thing that will help her condition is the fact that David Lee gets home this evening. It will be too late tonight for him to come by the hospital, but we'll come together tomorrow. I know Tammy will do better with one of her kids here with her. She is the epitome of a "mom." David will be here for three weeks, so he'll be here when Tammy comes home and for several of the early days of her time there. That will be a huge blessing to me as well.
I've received dozens, if not hundreds, of calls and emails from friends telling us they're praying for us. I feel a little guilty asking for so much prayer. This is the normal course of events for someone going through this. But a second batch of Leukemia is not that common. Mostly, it's my Tammy who's fighting this, so it's the biggest deal in the world. Thanks for indulging me and letting me share our journey with you. Mostly thanks for continuing to pray.
"Better a small serving of vegetables with love than a fattened calf with hatred."
We certainly have felt the love, and this proverb is true. Even in the midst of difficulty, with the love and support of our family and friends, this journey is a blessing to us.
I have a good update on Tammy. It's slow and incremental, but there's improvement to report. This morning she told the doctor that she's not in a lot of pain. She still has some discomfort, as you would expect with lots of mucus in her throat. But they were able to cut her steady drip of pain medicine in half, and she hasn't complained about any pain.
This morning, the doctor told us he expects to see some marked improvement as early as tomorrow, and by Friday, she should "feel like a new woman." He was very impressed with how well she's done, and he told her he believes her shirt when it says she fights like a girl. It was a different doctor here today than it was over the weekend (there are four who work together), and we joked with this one that if she did feel a lot better by Friday he could claim the credit in their weekly staff meeting. Not that they're competitive or anything.
Another thing that will help her condition is the fact that David Lee gets home this evening. It will be too late tonight for him to come by the hospital, but we'll come together tomorrow. I know Tammy will do better with one of her kids here with her. She is the epitome of a "mom." David will be here for three weeks, so he'll be here when Tammy comes home and for several of the early days of her time there. That will be a huge blessing to me as well.
I've received dozens, if not hundreds, of calls and emails from friends telling us they're praying for us. I feel a little guilty asking for so much prayer. This is the normal course of events for someone going through this. But a second batch of Leukemia is not that common. Mostly, it's my Tammy who's fighting this, so it's the biggest deal in the world. Thanks for indulging me and letting me share our journey with you. Mostly thanks for continuing to pray.
Monday, May 28, 2012
A Long Day
2 Corinthians 12:10
"That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong."
We're wrapping up a long, difficult day. Tammy has been struggling all day long, but she continues to fight. She has her "fight like a girl" T-shirt on today, and she has been living up to it.
The biggest struggle is the mucus that's in her throat. They want to keep it from getting into her lungs, so they're encouraging her to cough it up. It sounds terrible when she does, but she says the pain is lessened. She's on a really heavy dose of medicine, so she's been sleeping more than anything. But she's still cracking jokes to the nurses. They have to listen closely, because they're not expecting to hear sarcasm from a person in her condition.
I'm going to spend the night tonight. She's in great hands here. I can't imagine being in a better hospital. Yes, Jayhawk friends, we are extremely blessed to be at KU Medical Center. They have responded every time there's a problem, and everyone has a positive attitude. But I just can't leave. I know I won't sleep much, but I also know that any time I wake up she'll be just a few feet away.
We continue to be encouraged that this is short-term. Whether it's two or three more days or closer to five, there's an end in sight. We were just talking about something we'll do when we get home. I said, "when you get back to normal." She said, "I don't know what normal is" and winked at me. Same ol' Tammy.
I appreciate all the prayers that are being lifted up on our behalf. I need them too--for strength, endurance and patience. I also appreciate all the comments I've received throughout the day.
"That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong."
We're wrapping up a long, difficult day. Tammy has been struggling all day long, but she continues to fight. She has her "fight like a girl" T-shirt on today, and she has been living up to it.
The biggest struggle is the mucus that's in her throat. They want to keep it from getting into her lungs, so they're encouraging her to cough it up. It sounds terrible when she does, but she says the pain is lessened. She's on a really heavy dose of medicine, so she's been sleeping more than anything. But she's still cracking jokes to the nurses. They have to listen closely, because they're not expecting to hear sarcasm from a person in her condition.
I'm going to spend the night tonight. She's in great hands here. I can't imagine being in a better hospital. Yes, Jayhawk friends, we are extremely blessed to be at KU Medical Center. They have responded every time there's a problem, and everyone has a positive attitude. But I just can't leave. I know I won't sleep much, but I also know that any time I wake up she'll be just a few feet away.
We continue to be encouraged that this is short-term. Whether it's two or three more days or closer to five, there's an end in sight. We were just talking about something we'll do when we get home. I said, "when you get back to normal." She said, "I don't know what normal is" and winked at me. Same ol' Tammy.
I appreciate all the prayers that are being lifted up on our behalf. I need them too--for strength, endurance and patience. I also appreciate all the comments I've received throughout the day.
Another Hurdle
Romans 15:30
"I urge you, brothers and sisters, by our Lord Jesus Christ and by the love of the Spirit, to join me in my struggle by praying to God for me."
Please keep praying. Tammy has developed other complications, though at this point the doctor and nurses don't think they're life-threatening.
The different meds I wrote about earlier have caused a problem with her now struggling to get enough oxygen. Her oxygen drops when she's sleeping, which is most of the time now, because of the heavier dose of medicine. While she's awake she's okay; she's constantly clearing her throat and getting rid of the mucus. But when she sleeps, she doesn't, and her oxygen levels drop into the low 80s.
The doctor called in a pulmonologist (sp?), who considered taking her up to ICU because he was worried about this going to pneumonia. But they decided the risks of the ICU (other bacteria, etc.) were too great, so they're keeping her in the BMT unit. They've put her on oxygen and are monitoring her more closely. (I'm not leaving her side, either.)
The doctor still says that when her counts come back up in another 4-5 days, the sores will clear up and the mucus will go away. With it, this risk will go away. It's just hard to watch right now.
I'll update as necessary. Send me an email (DavidDSmale@gmail.com) if you have any questions, instead of calling, because I want her to rest.
Thanks.
"I urge you, brothers and sisters, by our Lord Jesus Christ and by the love of the Spirit, to join me in my struggle by praying to God for me."
Please keep praying. Tammy has developed other complications, though at this point the doctor and nurses don't think they're life-threatening.
The different meds I wrote about earlier have caused a problem with her now struggling to get enough oxygen. Her oxygen drops when she's sleeping, which is most of the time now, because of the heavier dose of medicine. While she's awake she's okay; she's constantly clearing her throat and getting rid of the mucus. But when she sleeps, she doesn't, and her oxygen levels drop into the low 80s.
The doctor called in a pulmonologist (sp?), who considered taking her up to ICU because he was worried about this going to pneumonia. But they decided the risks of the ICU (other bacteria, etc.) were too great, so they're keeping her in the BMT unit. They've put her on oxygen and are monitoring her more closely. (I'm not leaving her side, either.)
The doctor still says that when her counts come back up in another 4-5 days, the sores will clear up and the mucus will go away. With it, this risk will go away. It's just hard to watch right now.
I'll update as necessary. Send me an email (DavidDSmale@gmail.com) if you have any questions, instead of calling, because I want her to rest.
Thanks.
I Just Wanted to Share This
Psalm 113
"Praise the LORD.
Praise the LORD, you his servants;
praise the name of the LORD.
2 Let the name of the LORD be praised,
both now and forevermore.
3 From the rising of the sun to the place where it sets,
the name of the LORD is to be praised.
4 The LORD is exalted over all the nations,
his glory above the heavens.
5 Who is like the LORD our God,
the One who sits enthroned on high,
6 who stoops down to look
on the heavens and the earth?
7 He raises the poor from the dust
and lifts the needy from the ash heap;
8 he seats them with princes,
with the princes of his people.
9 He settles the childless woman in her home
as a happy mother of children.
Praise the LORD."
"Praise the LORD.
Praise the LORD, you his servants;
praise the name of the LORD.
2 Let the name of the LORD be praised,
both now and forevermore.
3 From the rising of the sun to the place where it sets,
the name of the LORD is to be praised.
4 The LORD is exalted over all the nations,
his glory above the heavens.
5 Who is like the LORD our God,
the One who sits enthroned on high,
6 who stoops down to look
on the heavens and the earth?
7 He raises the poor from the dust
and lifts the needy from the ash heap;
8 he seats them with princes,
with the princes of his people.
9 He settles the childless woman in her home
as a happy mother of children.
Praise the LORD."
Discouraged, But Not in Despair
2 Corinthians 4:8-10
"We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body."
Today is a tough day. It's not devastating, as the long-term prognosis is still good. But Tammy is in even more pain, maybe the most so far. The doctor was in about an hour ago, and he said that the sores in her mouth (and throat) will last another four or five days. Tammy teared up a little when she heard that.
I asked him if the continuation of the sores was a sign of worse things to come, and he said no. He continues to say that they're very normal, especially for a patient going through her second bone-marrow transplant. There's always the risk that bacteria could form from the sores and move into her blood stream, but that's unlikely.
So it's just a matter of riding it out for another four or five days. They have changed the pain medicine to something stronger, which will help. But it's also knocked her out pretty good. I'm spending most of my time just watching her sleep.
Please pray that the pain is not too bad. We know this is the normal course of events, but it hurts me so much to watch her in pain.
"We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body."
Today is a tough day. It's not devastating, as the long-term prognosis is still good. But Tammy is in even more pain, maybe the most so far. The doctor was in about an hour ago, and he said that the sores in her mouth (and throat) will last another four or five days. Tammy teared up a little when she heard that.
I asked him if the continuation of the sores was a sign of worse things to come, and he said no. He continues to say that they're very normal, especially for a patient going through her second bone-marrow transplant. There's always the risk that bacteria could form from the sores and move into her blood stream, but that's unlikely.
So it's just a matter of riding it out for another four or five days. They have changed the pain medicine to something stronger, which will help. But it's also knocked her out pretty good. I'm spending most of my time just watching her sleep.
Please pray that the pain is not too bad. We know this is the normal course of events, but it hurts me so much to watch her in pain.
Sunday, May 27, 2012
Now I Know Why
Matthew 26:39
“Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, 'My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.'”
For several weeks--actually for a few years now--I've been telling you how proud I am of Tammy. You know she's my hero.
I've seen her fight through some big-time adversity and still persevere. She's walked every day during this stay in the hospital, even though her energy is drained with the chemo, as well as the medicines to fight the effects of the chemo. I've watched her eat, even though her mouth and her throat are filled with sores that make every movement very painful.
Today I found out how rare she is. I left for a couple of hours this afternoon to attend her Dad's birthday party. When I got back, she told me about a conversation she had with her nurse. She finally decided she couldn't handle eating any more, and she cried a little. It hurts too much and just about everything she eats gives her nausea. She felt like she was giving up, even for a few days until the chemo in her system goes away.
The nurse told her that the staff is amazed at how strong she is. She told her that other people who have been in the same situation as Tammy, with fewer and less severe mouth sores, have given up a lot sooner and been put on feeding tubes while they wait for the chemo to leave their system. She told her that she is an inspiration to other patients and the doctors and nurses.
Because she's so close to being to being rid of the chemo, they're not going to put her on a feeding tube. They're going to let her sustain herself on Jello, Popcycles and ice chips. By Tuesday, or Wednesday at the latest, she should be rid of the mouth sores and hopefully she'll be able to eat without pain.
In the meantime, she'll just have to get her "nutrition" from the adulation of everyone who gets to be a part of her recovery.
About the verse I chose tonight: I was thinking about something this morning. I was wondering if I was trying to tell God what to do when I requested that He take away the mouth sores. I've been praying for God's will, but saying, "But I'd really like you to help her feel better quickly." Was I trying to take control from God?
I don't think so. Remember Jesus' words in the Garden of Gethsemane. He knew that God's will was that He would die on the cross for my sins, and those of a sinful world. Yet He prayed the prayer above. I know He never sinned, so this prayer must have been okay. I guess my prayer to ask God to do something is not a sin either.
So please keep praying for God's strength and healing. Ask Him to take away Tammy's pain. And please ask Him to help Tammy recover from this hideous disease.
Thanks.
“Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, 'My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.'”
For several weeks--actually for a few years now--I've been telling you how proud I am of Tammy. You know she's my hero.
I've seen her fight through some big-time adversity and still persevere. She's walked every day during this stay in the hospital, even though her energy is drained with the chemo, as well as the medicines to fight the effects of the chemo. I've watched her eat, even though her mouth and her throat are filled with sores that make every movement very painful.
Today I found out how rare she is. I left for a couple of hours this afternoon to attend her Dad's birthday party. When I got back, she told me about a conversation she had with her nurse. She finally decided she couldn't handle eating any more, and she cried a little. It hurts too much and just about everything she eats gives her nausea. She felt like she was giving up, even for a few days until the chemo in her system goes away.
The nurse told her that the staff is amazed at how strong she is. She told her that other people who have been in the same situation as Tammy, with fewer and less severe mouth sores, have given up a lot sooner and been put on feeding tubes while they wait for the chemo to leave their system. She told her that she is an inspiration to other patients and the doctors and nurses.
Because she's so close to being to being rid of the chemo, they're not going to put her on a feeding tube. They're going to let her sustain herself on Jello, Popcycles and ice chips. By Tuesday, or Wednesday at the latest, she should be rid of the mouth sores and hopefully she'll be able to eat without pain.
In the meantime, she'll just have to get her "nutrition" from the adulation of everyone who gets to be a part of her recovery.
About the verse I chose tonight: I was thinking about something this morning. I was wondering if I was trying to tell God what to do when I requested that He take away the mouth sores. I've been praying for God's will, but saying, "But I'd really like you to help her feel better quickly." Was I trying to take control from God?
I don't think so. Remember Jesus' words in the Garden of Gethsemane. He knew that God's will was that He would die on the cross for my sins, and those of a sinful world. Yet He prayed the prayer above. I know He never sinned, so this prayer must have been okay. I guess my prayer to ask God to do something is not a sin either.
So please keep praying for God's strength and healing. Ask Him to take away Tammy's pain. And please ask Him to help Tammy recover from this hideous disease.
Thanks.
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Good Exercise
Proverbs 2:6
"For the LORD gives wisdom; from his mouth come knowledge and understanding."
Okay, that was another reach, but somehow it fits.
I just got home from the hospital after spending the afternoon and evening with Tammy. I felt the need to add one more post. I'm so proud of her.
By now you know she doesn't feel very well. Even the nurses talk to us about how she's persevering through the tough times. Instead of laying there in a ball, she continues to get up and walk around the room and up and down the halls. Tonight, she took two different trips around the BMT unit.
When we got back to the room, we got out the Bible trivia cards and I read them to her. Although she fell asleep a few times while thinking about the answers, she got through about 15 cards (six questions on each). I didn't keep track of exactly how many she got right, but I know it was more than half.
She is an inspiration to me. And I hope she is to you as well.
"For the LORD gives wisdom; from his mouth come knowledge and understanding."
Okay, that was another reach, but somehow it fits.
I just got home from the hospital after spending the afternoon and evening with Tammy. I felt the need to add one more post. I'm so proud of her.
By now you know she doesn't feel very well. Even the nurses talk to us about how she's persevering through the tough times. Instead of laying there in a ball, she continues to get up and walk around the room and up and down the halls. Tonight, she took two different trips around the BMT unit.
When we got back to the room, we got out the Bible trivia cards and I read them to her. Although she fell asleep a few times while thinking about the answers, she got through about 15 cards (six questions on each). I didn't keep track of exactly how many she got right, but I know it was more than half.
She is an inspiration to me. And I hope she is to you as well.
In God's Plan
Psalm 139: 13-14
“For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my
mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your
works are wonderful, I know that full well.”
No matter how spiritual we try to be, I think it's pretty normal to sometimes rely on our own “wisdom.” For me, that usually means trouble.
It's hard to see Tammy in so much pain, even though I know this is temporary and the mouth sores are a sign that she's responding to the chemotherapy. The doctor keeps telling us that a few days from now--when the chemo is out of her system--she'll start to feel better very quickly. But I love her more than I can express, and it's frustrating to watch her hurt and know that I can't do anything about it. I want to stroke her cheek, but that hurts her.
So I sit and pout about not being able to do anything.
This morning, as I was reading my devotions, I came upon this verse. It's a very familiar verse, one that Tammy taught her preschoolers every year. It's so simple that preschoolers can understand it. Yet sometimes I struggle to grasp its meaning.
God knows every square inch of Tammy's body, because He created her. He knows what she needs, and she is in His care. All the worrying and fretting I can do will not change a thing. She'll get through with this when He says it's time. His “works are wonderful,” which includes the smiling Tammy with a full head of hair, and the Tammy I see right now, struggling with her swallowing because the sores are in her mouth and her throat.
So I ask you to continue to pray for Tammy, that she could be as comfortable as possible while the sores remain, and that God would allow them to go away quickly. Also, please pray for patience for me to wait for Him to accomplish His will.
No matter how spiritual we try to be, I think it's pretty normal to sometimes rely on our own “wisdom.” For me, that usually means trouble.
It's hard to see Tammy in so much pain, even though I know this is temporary and the mouth sores are a sign that she's responding to the chemotherapy. The doctor keeps telling us that a few days from now--when the chemo is out of her system--she'll start to feel better very quickly. But I love her more than I can express, and it's frustrating to watch her hurt and know that I can't do anything about it. I want to stroke her cheek, but that hurts her.
So I sit and pout about not being able to do anything.
This morning, as I was reading my devotions, I came upon this verse. It's a very familiar verse, one that Tammy taught her preschoolers every year. It's so simple that preschoolers can understand it. Yet sometimes I struggle to grasp its meaning.
God knows every square inch of Tammy's body, because He created her. He knows what she needs, and she is in His care. All the worrying and fretting I can do will not change a thing. She'll get through with this when He says it's time. His “works are wonderful,” which includes the smiling Tammy with a full head of hair, and the Tammy I see right now, struggling with her swallowing because the sores are in her mouth and her throat.
So I ask you to continue to pray for Tammy, that she could be as comfortable as possible while the sores remain, and that God would allow them to go away quickly. Also, please pray for patience for me to wait for Him to accomplish His will.
Friday, May 25, 2012
Still in Pain, But Dealing With It
Psalm 16:8-9
"I keep my eyes always on the LORD. With him at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure.""
We used this verse about a month ago, but it's still appropriate for today. Of course, we could say that about any verse in the Bible. Isn't it amazing how pertinent God's Word is for us on a daily basis?
Tammy is still in a lot of pain with her mouth sores. The doctor says they'll probably last for another four or five days and then go away quickly. Everything else is going well, and he's not worried that this is a long-term problem. For that we're very thankful.
Tammy continues to "rest secure" because she is focused on the Lord. We're amazed how anyone goes through this battle without faith in the Lord.
Speaking of people whose faith is in God, we would ask that you pray for our friend, Shelley. She is the daughter of our friends, Chuck and Carol. She is also the wife of Dave and the mom of Devin and Sean. She has been battling breast cancer for a while, and is still in a battle, as another tumor has showed up. Her faith is strong, as is that of her entire family. We ask that as you're praying for Tammy tonight, that you mention this precious family to God as well.
Remember our analogy of prayer. When you pray for someone, you're picking them up and carrying them to the Throne of God. You're saying, "God, You love this person more than I can. This person has needs, and only You can take care of them. Please meet their needs and comfort them." It's an honor and a privilege to pray for others.
Have a blessed day!
"I keep my eyes always on the LORD. With him at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure.""
We used this verse about a month ago, but it's still appropriate for today. Of course, we could say that about any verse in the Bible. Isn't it amazing how pertinent God's Word is for us on a daily basis?
Tammy is still in a lot of pain with her mouth sores. The doctor says they'll probably last for another four or five days and then go away quickly. Everything else is going well, and he's not worried that this is a long-term problem. For that we're very thankful.
Tammy continues to "rest secure" because she is focused on the Lord. We're amazed how anyone goes through this battle without faith in the Lord.
Speaking of people whose faith is in God, we would ask that you pray for our friend, Shelley. She is the daughter of our friends, Chuck and Carol. She is also the wife of Dave and the mom of Devin and Sean. She has been battling breast cancer for a while, and is still in a battle, as another tumor has showed up. Her faith is strong, as is that of her entire family. We ask that as you're praying for Tammy tonight, that you mention this precious family to God as well.
Remember our analogy of prayer. When you pray for someone, you're picking them up and carrying them to the Throne of God. You're saying, "God, You love this person more than I can. This person has needs, and only You can take care of them. Please meet their needs and comfort them." It's an honor and a privilege to pray for others.
Have a blessed day!
Thursday, May 24, 2012
Pray for Relief
Psalm 4:1 (Amplified Bible)
"Answer me when I call, O God of my righteousness (uprightness, justice, and right standing with You)! You have freed me when I was hemmed in and enlarged me when I was in distress; have mercy upon me and hear my prayer."
Tammy is in a lot of pain again today. She has a lot of mouth sores that are a result of the chemotherapy she's still receiving (to prevent the Graft Vs. Host Disease). The GVHD is the rejection we're trying to avoid. We're hoping the pain subsides tomorrow, because she has trouble eating and talking.
I've spent a lot of time this evening just staring at her and trying to get her to smile. She's such a strong person, that she smiles through the pain. I know I'm biased, but even with no hair and cheeks that look like she's got the mumps, she's still the most beautiful person I know.
But I can't wait until that smile is easy because the pain is gone. The good thing is that the doctor is not worried. He predicted that she would have a fever this evening, and unfortunately she followed orders. It's right around 100, so it's low grade. But that doesn't help how she feels. We're ready for this part to be done.
We don't want to ask for too much, but if you can pray that the sores would go away, we'd appreciate it.
"Answer me when I call, O God of my righteousness (uprightness, justice, and right standing with You)! You have freed me when I was hemmed in and enlarged me when I was in distress; have mercy upon me and hear my prayer."
Tammy is in a lot of pain again today. She has a lot of mouth sores that are a result of the chemotherapy she's still receiving (to prevent the Graft Vs. Host Disease). The GVHD is the rejection we're trying to avoid. We're hoping the pain subsides tomorrow, because she has trouble eating and talking.
I've spent a lot of time this evening just staring at her and trying to get her to smile. She's such a strong person, that she smiles through the pain. I know I'm biased, but even with no hair and cheeks that look like she's got the mumps, she's still the most beautiful person I know.
But I can't wait until that smile is easy because the pain is gone. The good thing is that the doctor is not worried. He predicted that she would have a fever this evening, and unfortunately she followed orders. It's right around 100, so it's low grade. But that doesn't help how she feels. We're ready for this part to be done.
We don't want to ask for too much, but if you can pray that the sores would go away, we'd appreciate it.
Forms for the Fun Run
Here are the forms for the fun run, called "For Shirts & Giggles." Feel free to post the flyer (the second document) anywhere you want. You can use the registration form to register yourself and/or your friends.
We look forward to as many people participating as possible.
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Dealing with Pain
1 Chronicles 4:10
"Jabez cried out to the God of Israel, 'Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain.' And God granted his request."
Many of you might recognize that verse. There was a very popular book that came out about 10-15 years ago called The Prayer of Jabez. It's a powerful prayer that pretty well sums up what we all should pray on a regular basis. It seems appropriate today.
Tammy is in pain today as a result of the chemo. It has created sores all over her mouth that make it very difficult for her to swallow or talk. She's on some pain medicines, but they only offer minimal relief.
Still, her strength continues to amaze me (I'm glad I'm on her side). In spite of the pain, and the subsequent weakness from the medicines, she just completed a lap around the BMT unit. I know if I were going through this, I'd be curled up in a ball, crying like a baby.
The doctor is not concerned about the sores. He says they're very common with the type of chemo she had and is having now. It's to prevent the Graft Vs. Host Disease, so it's very necessary. It's working well, but the side effects are tough. Please pray that the pain goes away quickly, and that she can get some rest. As you can imagine, it's tough for her to rest with the pain.
We have some more details on the fun run in Tammy's honor. Some of this is repeated from yesterday, but instead of trying to figure out what we already posted, I'm posting everything.
The run will be Saturday, June 16, beginning at 10 a.m. at Roe Park (Roe Ave., between 103rd and 435) in suburban KC. We're asking for a $50 entry fee, but that fee can be given or raised through pledges per mile, etc. It's a 5K run, but there is also a half-mile track at the park and people can walk if they prefer. We'll serve lunch after the run/walk is completed, and water will be provided. (If you can't make it to the event on June 16, or if you're not from KC, you can still participate. Just run or walk (with pledges) and send the money to "For Shirts and Giggles," c/o Farmers Insurance, 9229 Ward Parkway, Suite 380, Kansas City, MO 64114.)
The proceeds from the run will be given to the KU Med Center BMT unit, where Tammy has received such wonderful care three years ago and again this spring. The funds will be used to purchase T-shirts like the one Tammy is wearing in the picture we posted yesterday. It represents the fighting spirit one must have to overcome this dreadful disease. Tammy has that spirit, and the shirt has been an encouragement to other patients and even the nurses on the unit. We have a flyer and registration form for the run, but they're in a form I can't attach here. Let me know if you want copies and I'll send them. If we get them saved in a different format we'll post them here later. Feel free to put them wherever you want, around your neighborhood and/or around your office. We'd love to have more people than we can handle comfortably.
This whole idea stemmed from our son's desire to run a race in Tammy's honor while he's home from Poland for a wedding (May 29-June 19). When he couldn't find one that fit his schedule and seemed appropriate, we decided to hold our own. We thought about what to do with proceeds if we got any, The idea of giving the money to the BMT unit to purchase these T-shirts just came to us. Eventually, we'd like to do this for every BMT unit in the country, but with just over three weeks to plan it, we're focusing on this year for now.
Thanks again for any help you can give us on this. Maybe we'll see you out there. (Email me if you have any questions.)
"Jabez cried out to the God of Israel, 'Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain.' And God granted his request."
Many of you might recognize that verse. There was a very popular book that came out about 10-15 years ago called The Prayer of Jabez. It's a powerful prayer that pretty well sums up what we all should pray on a regular basis. It seems appropriate today.
Tammy is in pain today as a result of the chemo. It has created sores all over her mouth that make it very difficult for her to swallow or talk. She's on some pain medicines, but they only offer minimal relief.
Still, her strength continues to amaze me (I'm glad I'm on her side). In spite of the pain, and the subsequent weakness from the medicines, she just completed a lap around the BMT unit. I know if I were going through this, I'd be curled up in a ball, crying like a baby.
The doctor is not concerned about the sores. He says they're very common with the type of chemo she had and is having now. It's to prevent the Graft Vs. Host Disease, so it's very necessary. It's working well, but the side effects are tough. Please pray that the pain goes away quickly, and that she can get some rest. As you can imagine, it's tough for her to rest with the pain.
We have some more details on the fun run in Tammy's honor. Some of this is repeated from yesterday, but instead of trying to figure out what we already posted, I'm posting everything.
The run will be Saturday, June 16, beginning at 10 a.m. at Roe Park (Roe Ave., between 103rd and 435) in suburban KC. We're asking for a $50 entry fee, but that fee can be given or raised through pledges per mile, etc. It's a 5K run, but there is also a half-mile track at the park and people can walk if they prefer. We'll serve lunch after the run/walk is completed, and water will be provided. (If you can't make it to the event on June 16, or if you're not from KC, you can still participate. Just run or walk (with pledges) and send the money to "For Shirts and Giggles," c/o Farmers Insurance, 9229 Ward Parkway, Suite 380, Kansas City, MO 64114.)
The proceeds from the run will be given to the KU Med Center BMT unit, where Tammy has received such wonderful care three years ago and again this spring. The funds will be used to purchase T-shirts like the one Tammy is wearing in the picture we posted yesterday. It represents the fighting spirit one must have to overcome this dreadful disease. Tammy has that spirit, and the shirt has been an encouragement to other patients and even the nurses on the unit. We have a flyer and registration form for the run, but they're in a form I can't attach here. Let me know if you want copies and I'll send them. If we get them saved in a different format we'll post them here later. Feel free to put them wherever you want, around your neighborhood and/or around your office. We'd love to have more people than we can handle comfortably.
This whole idea stemmed from our son's desire to run a race in Tammy's honor while he's home from Poland for a wedding (May 29-June 19). When he couldn't find one that fit his schedule and seemed appropriate, we decided to hold our own. We thought about what to do with proceeds if we got any, The idea of giving the money to the BMT unit to purchase these T-shirts just came to us. Eventually, we'd like to do this for every BMT unit in the country, but with just over three weeks to plan it, we're focusing on this year for now.
Thanks again for any help you can give us on this. Maybe we'll see you out there. (Email me if you have any questions.)
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
An Inspiration
Hebrews 12:1-2
"Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God."
We were talking to David Lee on Wednesday when he told us that he definitely wanted to run in a race while he's home (he gets home next Tuesday night). He started running about 2 1/2 months ago, and he's already running more than 10K several times a week. He's gotten serious about it, and he thought he could push himself to do something for Tammy.
I had sent him a link to a web site that listed all the races/runs in the KC area over the three weeks he'll be here. He narrowed his choices down to two, but neither one really excited him. We suggested that he host his own where he could raise pledges for every mile he runs.
Then we tried to figure out how the money he raised could be used. He wanted to do something in her honor, so we thought about doing something for the BMT unit, where Tammy has received such excellent care. As you may recall, Tammy's "I Fight Like a Girl" T-shirt is very popular in this unit (see the picture). Many of the nurses, and even the other patients, have commented on how cool the shirt is (David Lee bought if for Tammy last summer).
Well, as tends to happen with ideas like this, it has grown. We're now pleased to announce that on June 16, we will host a 5K Run/Walk in Tammy's honor to raise funds for the BMT unit at KU Med Center. Those funds will be used to purchase similar shirts for all the patients that go through here on an annual basis (there will be cool shirts for the male patients too).
We'll mark out a 5K path that will start and finish in the same location. If you're not a runner, you can still participate. We'll have a walking trail, and you can raise money by walking. We'll time it to finish the Run and the Walk at the same time. We'll have an award-winning lunch after we're done, and a good time will be had by all.
The registration fee is $50/person, but that fee can be paid with pledges. If you're going to run the 5K (3.1 miles), you'd need to raise a little more than $16/mile to meet your goal. Obviously, we'd accept more than $50, because that would buy more shirts. Every penny we raise will go to the BMT unit to buy the shirts. We're going to raise some corporate sponsorships to pay for the food at the event.
We're still finalizing all the details (exact location and time), but it will be in the mid-morning on June 16. Tomorrow, we'll post a flyer (with all the details) and the registration form on the blog. You can post these at your workplace in case there are others there who want to run or sponsor you as you run/walk. Even if you're not in the Kansas City area or can't run on the 16th, you can do this wherever you are.
Our goal is $3,600 the first year, but obviously we can use more than that. If we get 72 runners/walkers to each raise $50, we hit our goal. We have long-term goals, like possibly purchasing shirts for every patient in every BMT unit in the country, but that's for another year. We'd like to get off to a fast start, and we'd love to include you.
On the medical side, Tammy is going through the usual reaction to Day 6 after the transplant. She's experienced stomach upset for the past couple of days, but this is very normal. The doctors continue to be pleased with where she is, and we look forward to possibly bringing her home sometime next week.
As usual, if you want to visit her, please call her (913-908-4795) first to make sure she's up to it. We appreciate the prayers very much. Please keep them going.
"Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God."
I had sent him a link to a web site that listed all the races/runs in the KC area over the three weeks he'll be here. He narrowed his choices down to two, but neither one really excited him. We suggested that he host his own where he could raise pledges for every mile he runs.
Then we tried to figure out how the money he raised could be used. He wanted to do something in her honor, so we thought about doing something for the BMT unit, where Tammy has received such excellent care. As you may recall, Tammy's "I Fight Like a Girl" T-shirt is very popular in this unit (see the picture). Many of the nurses, and even the other patients, have commented on how cool the shirt is (David Lee bought if for Tammy last summer).
Well, as tends to happen with ideas like this, it has grown. We're now pleased to announce that on June 16, we will host a 5K Run/Walk in Tammy's honor to raise funds for the BMT unit at KU Med Center. Those funds will be used to purchase similar shirts for all the patients that go through here on an annual basis (there will be cool shirts for the male patients too).
We'll mark out a 5K path that will start and finish in the same location. If you're not a runner, you can still participate. We'll have a walking trail, and you can raise money by walking. We'll time it to finish the Run and the Walk at the same time. We'll have an award-winning lunch after we're done, and a good time will be had by all.
The registration fee is $50/person, but that fee can be paid with pledges. If you're going to run the 5K (3.1 miles), you'd need to raise a little more than $16/mile to meet your goal. Obviously, we'd accept more than $50, because that would buy more shirts. Every penny we raise will go to the BMT unit to buy the shirts. We're going to raise some corporate sponsorships to pay for the food at the event.
We're still finalizing all the details (exact location and time), but it will be in the mid-morning on June 16. Tomorrow, we'll post a flyer (with all the details) and the registration form on the blog. You can post these at your workplace in case there are others there who want to run or sponsor you as you run/walk. Even if you're not in the Kansas City area or can't run on the 16th, you can do this wherever you are.
Our goal is $3,600 the first year, but obviously we can use more than that. If we get 72 runners/walkers to each raise $50, we hit our goal. We have long-term goals, like possibly purchasing shirts for every patient in every BMT unit in the country, but that's for another year. We'd like to get off to a fast start, and we'd love to include you.
On the medical side, Tammy is going through the usual reaction to Day 6 after the transplant. She's experienced stomach upset for the past couple of days, but this is very normal. The doctors continue to be pleased with where she is, and we look forward to possibly bringing her home sometime next week.
As usual, if you want to visit her, please call her (913-908-4795) first to make sure she's up to it. We appreciate the prayers very much. Please keep them going.
Sunday, May 20, 2012
She "Went to Church"
Psalm 29:2
"Ascribe to the LORD the glory due his name; worship the LORD in the splendor of his holiness."
One of the parts of her faith that Tammy enjoys the most is attending worship. She enjoys worshiping with her family and friends, and today she got to do that. How, you ask?
Our friend, Marianne, brought her iPad to church this morning. She called Tammy on Facetime, an iPad application, then set up the iPad on the balcony bannister so Tammy could enjoy the whole service, including the message and all the songs. At the end of the service, the worship host, John, told everybody that Tammy was joining us, so we all turned around and said "Hi Tammy!" at the same time.
After the service was over, Marianne carried her iPad around with her so Tammy could talk to people and they could see how well she was doing. It was a blessing for Tammy to be able to join in, and I'm sure a blessing for others to be able to see her.
Tammy is resting most of the day today. It's part of the recovery process, but she's battling some queasiness. The medicine she's on to fight that makes her sleepy, so she's been asleep most of the afternoon. She did wake up long enough to talk to David Lee on Skype for about 20 minutes. You're not supposed to have favorite children, but David Lee is her favorite son, and one of her two favorites among all her kids. Talking with him always brightens her day.
There's nothing else new to report. The doctor continues to be pleased with her progress. He's still very encouraged with how she's responded to the treatment so far. We appreciate the continued prayers. Keep them coming.
"Ascribe to the LORD the glory due his name; worship the LORD in the splendor of his holiness."
One of the parts of her faith that Tammy enjoys the most is attending worship. She enjoys worshiping with her family and friends, and today she got to do that. How, you ask?
Our friend, Marianne, brought her iPad to church this morning. She called Tammy on Facetime, an iPad application, then set up the iPad on the balcony bannister so Tammy could enjoy the whole service, including the message and all the songs. At the end of the service, the worship host, John, told everybody that Tammy was joining us, so we all turned around and said "Hi Tammy!" at the same time.
After the service was over, Marianne carried her iPad around with her so Tammy could talk to people and they could see how well she was doing. It was a blessing for Tammy to be able to join in, and I'm sure a blessing for others to be able to see her.
Tammy is resting most of the day today. It's part of the recovery process, but she's battling some queasiness. The medicine she's on to fight that makes her sleepy, so she's been asleep most of the afternoon. She did wake up long enough to talk to David Lee on Skype for about 20 minutes. You're not supposed to have favorite children, but David Lee is her favorite son, and one of her two favorites among all her kids. Talking with him always brightens her day.
There's nothing else new to report. The doctor continues to be pleased with her progress. He's still very encouraged with how she's responded to the treatment so far. We appreciate the continued prayers. Keep them coming.
Saturday, May 19, 2012
More Progress
Psalm 46:10
"He says, 'Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.'"
Patience is not high on my list of qualities. I pray for patience, but usually the prayer goes like this: "Give me patience, Lord, and please give it to me now!" Obviously, that's not a very effective prayer. I have a hard time being "still."
This is especially true when I'm waiting for something like Tammy's improvement. I want her to be well so badly that I have a hard time waiting for things to follow their normal course. I'm learning through this process that God's timing is not necessarily my timing. And, of course, His timing is perfect.
I'm learning a lot of patience from Tammy. She has learned how to celebrate the baby steps that recovery from this dreadful disease requires.
We had more encouraging news this morning. The doctor came in and told her that he is very pleased with the numbers. He said she would have days when she doesn't feel well, but she'll also have days when she does. And he expects her to continue to improve to the point that she might be able to go home as soon as Monday, May 28, two short weeks after her stay here began.
I must remember that if that day isn't the day, God's timing is perfect. I'll just have to wait until He's ready for her to come home. And I'll continue to praise Him for the progress that He has allowed in Tammy so far.
"He says, 'Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.'"
Patience is not high on my list of qualities. I pray for patience, but usually the prayer goes like this: "Give me patience, Lord, and please give it to me now!" Obviously, that's not a very effective prayer. I have a hard time being "still."
This is especially true when I'm waiting for something like Tammy's improvement. I want her to be well so badly that I have a hard time waiting for things to follow their normal course. I'm learning through this process that God's timing is not necessarily my timing. And, of course, His timing is perfect.
I'm learning a lot of patience from Tammy. She has learned how to celebrate the baby steps that recovery from this dreadful disease requires.
We had more encouraging news this morning. The doctor came in and told her that he is very pleased with the numbers. He said she would have days when she doesn't feel well, but she'll also have days when she does. And he expects her to continue to improve to the point that she might be able to go home as soon as Monday, May 28, two short weeks after her stay here began.
I must remember that if that day isn't the day, God's timing is perfect. I'll just have to wait until He's ready for her to come home. And I'll continue to praise Him for the progress that He has allowed in Tammy so far.
Friday, May 18, 2012
Slower Progress
Psalms 37:7
"Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him..."
Today we were reminded what a long road this is, as Tammy spent much of the day resting. She needed blood and fluids during the night, which interrupted her sleep. She really didn't get a good night's sleep. There are so many elements that contribute to her recovery, and sleep is one of them. Without it, progress is slowed a little.
The key thing is that she's still progressing. Even with her fatigue today, she still walked up and down the hall numerous times. We just got back to the room after two complete laps (600 feet). It was a little slower pace, but it's pretty remarkable that she's able to do this much so soon after the transplant.
The doctor came in this morning and was very pleased with her numbers. When Tammy told him that she was surprised she was doing so well, he told her keep doing what she's been doing.
When she went through this before, the doctors called her their "perfect patient," because she did what she was told to do and responded exactly the way they planned.
Nothing has changed as far as the routine with visitors. She's open to anyone (over the age of 14) visiting her, as long as you have not been sick or been around anybody who's sick. She asks that you call her (913-908-4795) first to make sure she's up to it at that point.
(Don't forget to enter our "Where's Mike From?" contest. If you have a guess for her donor's hometown, post it here or send me an email at DavidDSmale@gmail.com. The Grand Prize is a hug from Tammy.)
Blessings to you for a wonderful weekend.
"Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him..."
Today we were reminded what a long road this is, as Tammy spent much of the day resting. She needed blood and fluids during the night, which interrupted her sleep. She really didn't get a good night's sleep. There are so many elements that contribute to her recovery, and sleep is one of them. Without it, progress is slowed a little.
The key thing is that she's still progressing. Even with her fatigue today, she still walked up and down the hall numerous times. We just got back to the room after two complete laps (600 feet). It was a little slower pace, but it's pretty remarkable that she's able to do this much so soon after the transplant.
The doctor came in this morning and was very pleased with her numbers. When Tammy told him that she was surprised she was doing so well, he told her keep doing what she's been doing.
When she went through this before, the doctors called her their "perfect patient," because she did what she was told to do and responded exactly the way they planned.
Nothing has changed as far as the routine with visitors. She's open to anyone (over the age of 14) visiting her, as long as you have not been sick or been around anybody who's sick. She asks that you call her (913-908-4795) first to make sure she's up to it at that point.
(Don't forget to enter our "Where's Mike From?" contest. If you have a guess for her donor's hometown, post it here or send me an email at DavidDSmale@gmail.com. The Grand Prize is a hug from Tammy.)
Blessings to you for a wonderful weekend.
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Wow!
Ephesians 3:20-21
"Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen."
Wow! I can't think of a better way to summarize the last 24 hours.
At this time last night, the nurse was preparing Tammy's new cells for the transplant. We knew the riskiest part of this process was about to start. Over the next four hours we watched new life drip into her body and then watched for any negative reaction. Fortunately, nothing came and we were able to fall asleep. This morning, she was alert and energetic.
As today went by, she continued to get better. As far as I know she didn't take a nap today, and that may be the first time since she went back into the hospital on March 23, including the three weeks she was home between hospital stays.
She walked up and down the hall of the unit several times today, at a pace better than the day before she was released in April, and much better than the day before she was released three years ago. I'm smart enough to know that my memory may be faded, but to me she looks and acts better than she did a month after her transplant in 2009. I have to think that her 24-hour response to this transplant is a sign of things to come.
Remember that we have talked about how God can be glorified no matter what He chooses to do in this situation. Option 1 was always, "He could heal Tammy quickly and be glorified by His power." While the first day is encouraging, it doesn't necessarily mean that He will choose to do that. But we can dream, can't we?
So we continue to rely on God. We know things can change, and we also know that He can do anything He wants to do. We're not called to understand. We're certainly not called to predict. We're only called to be obedient. We will continue to pray for His will, all the while praying that His will is to heal her quickly. And we'll continue to pray to be obedient and faithful.
"Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen."
Wow! I can't think of a better way to summarize the last 24 hours.
At this time last night, the nurse was preparing Tammy's new cells for the transplant. We knew the riskiest part of this process was about to start. Over the next four hours we watched new life drip into her body and then watched for any negative reaction. Fortunately, nothing came and we were able to fall asleep. This morning, she was alert and energetic.
As today went by, she continued to get better. As far as I know she didn't take a nap today, and that may be the first time since she went back into the hospital on March 23, including the three weeks she was home between hospital stays.
She walked up and down the hall of the unit several times today, at a pace better than the day before she was released in April, and much better than the day before she was released three years ago. I'm smart enough to know that my memory may be faded, but to me she looks and acts better than she did a month after her transplant in 2009. I have to think that her 24-hour response to this transplant is a sign of things to come.
Remember that we have talked about how God can be glorified no matter what He chooses to do in this situation. Option 1 was always, "He could heal Tammy quickly and be glorified by His power." While the first day is encouraging, it doesn't necessarily mean that He will choose to do that. But we can dream, can't we?
So we continue to rely on God. We know things can change, and we also know that He can do anything He wants to do. We're not called to understand. We're certainly not called to predict. We're only called to be obedient. We will continue to pray for His will, all the while praying that His will is to heal her quickly. And we'll continue to pray to be obedient and faithful.
Day +1!
Lamentations 3:22-23
"Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness."
We woke up this morning to a sunny day. Outside, the sun was shining as well!
Today is Day +1. It's the first day of Tammy's new cells and she looks great. (I can't say the same for me. I have hospital bed-head.)
She slept well and there were no adventures in the night. We're ready to face the new day.
Just a reminder that we're still having the contest to guess where "Mike" is from. Guess a city and a state. The winner gets a hug from Tammy. The winner will be revealed in at least one year, when his registry releases Tammy's information to him. Different donor registries do it differently, but all of them wait at least one year. So send me an email at DavidDSmale@gmail.com with your guess.
We hope you have a blessed day. I know I will, because I get to spend another day with Tammy.
"Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness."
We woke up this morning to a sunny day. Outside, the sun was shining as well!
Today is Day +1. It's the first day of Tammy's new cells and she looks great. (I can't say the same for me. I have hospital bed-head.)
She slept well and there were no adventures in the night. We're ready to face the new day.
Just a reminder that we're still having the contest to guess where "Mike" is from. Guess a city and a state. The winner gets a hug from Tammy. The winner will be revealed in at least one year, when his registry releases Tammy's information to him. Different donor registries do it differently, but all of them wait at least one year. So send me an email at DavidDSmale@gmail.com with your guess.
We hope you have a blessed day. I know I will, because I get to spend another day with Tammy.
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